Ok I have finally come back to this place. Now that I am back it is time for a new posting.. This time away has taken me in many different ways. I have changed in many of those ways, let's just say I have grown-up which was much needed. Before I left I was dealing with a bunch of shit and wasn't getting the answers I was seeking. Now don't get me wrong I have always felt like I was quote unqoute excepted but most. I believe that I have finally found me and the path that I must take in life to be happy and get that feeling of satisfaction. Not to mention any names but there were some people that I had to remove myself from. I know what so of you may be thinking and no just deleting them and ignoring them wasn't enough I have to completely remove myself. That may not seem like a mature thing or whatever and some may say that I was running away for it, but for me it was needed. Now that I have looked deep down inside and came to the conclusion that........ FUCK YOU!! nothing good will come out of you ever and I swear you try to contact me I would think twice the shit I have to verbally hang your ass out to dry will ruin your reputation.. I will not be your fucking welcome mat, you will never walk all over me again. This Bitch is stronger mentally and emotionally and I will tear you apart piece by piece..
AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH FUCK GAH DAMNIT SON OF A BITCH IDK HOW THE FUCK TO SAY HOW I FEEL ABOUT YOU THE CONSTANT BACK AND FORTH MY HEAD SPINNING FROM IT ALL... AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! IT WONT FUCKING COME OUT AND IT IS EATING ME ALIVE.....