I put up a pretty bad night last night and now i know why.
the love of my life the woman i have loved since i was 13 had ended things with me and then later on today tells me she loves me but she needs a break,
Her friend and her friends parents are telling her she needs to get rid of me and now her two old best friends say the same thing, But they want me gone because they want in her pants.
I talk to my mother in law (Her mother) and she tells me to wait and not lose hope, But i am 10 thousand miles away serving my country...
Going on what i am told and not actually be there to see it for myself, How do i re-act? I love this woman with all of my being and i would give everything for her including my own life.
And yet i am sitting here powerless to do anything, I am back to being the one without power crying out for some sort of justice.
I pray to the gods each night to keep my loved ones safe and keep the love between myself and my wife burning while i am away from her, Only now to get no answer back from the prayers that i whisper every night.
Where am i to go? What am i to do? I can go only so far, so fast, if i could just say i quit and leave for home to be at her side i would but it does not work like that and emergincy leaves are almost non-existent any more for anything other then funerals.
So i can not even be there to try and save the only woman i know i have ever truely loved. I feel completly doomed with no way out. So now what do i do? I have no where to turn to and no help in which i can appeal for other then my mother in law, to talk to her and try and help me.
By the gods please hear my prair, Do not take my wife from me please , she is all i have ever wanted all i ever needed please oh god please do not take her from me...
I beg of you
please..
