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Im so confused and dont know wut to do I love him with all my heart but he fills my heart with lies I just wish that it could be real and not pretend thats all I want is for this to be real "hurt" "anger" "love" is wuts in my leg carved it there so i'll never forget the hurt anger and love I feel I thought I found something finally to make me whole again after loosing my girls but it feels like im fixen to loose again its like a never ending battle that im always going to loose at no matter what I do I can give u my heart and my soul but it seems its never good enough for u.. all I want to know is why all the lies... I have came clean and told u about my life I told u things no one else knows but its seems all I get back in return are lies I cry and cry cause do u realize how worthless and sad I feel inside like I can never truely be loved like I want to be loved maybe Im expecting to much when everyone else tells me I've always expected to little I changed my life I changed everything about me but it seems that its never going to be good enough for ne one. I feel so stupid and feel so undermined I feel all these feelings and I just want to die... but there is something growing in me thats telling me I can survive...with or with out you but hopefully with u I just want to understand so please make me understand make me feel whole and alive make me feel like my life is worth while dont make me feel like im juss a rag doll on the side
