Grabbing earth head on for the moment I relize what I have done
I stop and look before grasping my loaded gun
The words circle beyond me in a sequence that i sounds all to fimiluar
One Two Three I hear it over and over again
One Two Three when will it end
One Two Three It drives me insane
One Two Three I would end it if I could
One Two Three Its like im not me
One Two Three How can I make it stop
This is the imprisonment of tortue that I face
Walking closer to the edge
taking strides in my pace
I hear them start again
Grasping the triger tighter in my cold hand
I feel my heart race
I think this is the end
My mind starts to wonder and in circles it goes again
One Two Three I suffer in slience
One Two Three Over and Over again
One Two Three I hear it often then not
One Two Three I scream STOP!!!!!
Grabbing my head in the palm of my hand
fingers grasping at my insides
feeling the pain as it starts to stream down my face
Cold wetness of salty tears i can taste onvmy tongue
I grab the cold barrel and point it up
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No more slience at last
I'm Free