Hello again, my dear friends...
Well I went Round two with a crush, as most of you would think, crashed and burned.....again!!! She said I was too obsessed with her. But the fact of the matter is. I wanted communication and she hardly ever communicated. There has to be good communication between two people to have a sucessful relationship. Not to where she never called me, I had to always call her. I went 90, she went 10, if that. It wasn't equal. It all ended w/ a very hurtful and uncalled for msg on MySpace. What doesn't kill ya, can only make you stronger. Atleast I hope for my case, it doesn't take long. A crushed heart is a terrible thing to have. Here is what she wrote to finish me off...:
look there's somethings that i need to work out and if you're always there and calling me and texting me i will never be able to ever be friends let alone anything else. im more into girls right now than guys and that does include you into the guy group. basically i am trying in a nice way to tell you to leave me the fuck alone. i never wanted to be that way with you but you are way too obsessed with me. it's no longer just love or even infatuation it's obsession. you always asked everybody what you should do whether you should just leave me alone or if you should try harder... well they always wanted to say to leave me alone but they were being nice and hoping that you would catch all of the hints but since you didn't you can just hear it from me straight up leave me alone and if i ever want to talk to you again i will call you i have your number and i will one day probably talk to you again. bye andy
The best way to describe how I'm feeling right now would be in a song. Best song I can think of is "Help Me Understand" by Trace Adkins and another song is "You're Gone" by Diamond Rio.
To be continued...... (as always)
