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Curiosity kills the Katt
created @ 07/27/2007 10:44 pm
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I've been trying to get the gastric bypass and with delays and problems, a 6 to 8 month process is now going into 14th month with no less then 6 more to go. I'm frustrated, horribly stressed to the point of showing signs of major depression and wondering if I've chosen the wrong way (I've been trying for years to get the weight off for my health).

My friends, family and doctors keep saying hang on because they know I'm going to get approved and have the surgery. I see it all as hopeless and rest of my life is going to be spent fat now. I've already been through most of this process with VA but dropped it due to travel problems, I've even given up living on my own so I can afford this insurance.

I've been writting a journal on the whole process for almost a year and have begun to be embarassed and feeling like a fool for what I write. I've got a small following.

Should I just say to hell with the journal and stop embarassing myself or keep going to show the bad side of the process to maybe help others not go through my hell?

Sorry for the book lol.
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