Darker Sides of Me by Travis Teeter
I can't be the person you want me to be. You deserve better than I can give,
I hurt people. I shove them away, I'm cold. I'm cruel. And I don't care.
People come near me at their own risk. Most of them don't want to live.
For those of you better than me, don't get close, don't you dare.
I'll drag you down into the pit I've dug for myself, which I claim..
My domain, my rules, my life. I'll bring you pain, and make you cry.
"I don't care. You're pathetic, and not worth all the shame.
You're not the one I wanted. I used you, and I don't care if you die."
And people think I'm such a nice guy. Ha. Try looking through my eyes..
I tell the truth. I break hearts, ruin lives, and I'm selfish. Stay away.
I can't change for you. There's always one more part of me that dies.
Dies to you. I've lost interest, so go join the rest. "I've got nothing more to say."
Does it hurt? Good. Get used to it. The truth always hurts, and lifes hard..
You let yourself believe what you thought was me.."You're such a child."
I'm twisted. Only a few can truly understand me. You thought you had my card?
"You're an' idiot." You're not the first. That chapters been written and filed.