I tried so hard to tell you that you would cause me a pain like none other .Neither one of us seemed to care of the pain I knew was to come. So caught up in our time together no thought to how we could hurt the other. I knew you would devastate my very soul. I tried to tell you. Now the darkness has settled over me like a great fog over the water. No light is allowed to break through the darkness I feel. No happiness allowed to dwell within. Just a deep dark abyss of sorrow and pain. A vortex spiraling out of control to the deepest darkest pits of hell. I have tried for so long to keep the darkness away and in one fell swoop it has descended upon me again. A few stolen moments of happiness and more laughter than I had known in so long a sharing of my soul with you and now nothing but darkness to replace every happy thought I had. Every second I’m awake it is pure torture. Every second of my dreaming hours you haunt and taunt me bringing only more despair to my already shattered heart and soul. I won’t make this mistake ever again of baring my soul for you or anyone. If I make it out of this pit of darkness never will another be allowed to cut me to the core?