Well this is the start of day 5 of no fags, still feeling a bit strange, have weird severe dreams. Dreamt I was a surfer the other night, which is bizarre cos I cant even swim, but it was a bit mental as I was in a place with no waves. Dont know whether its the patches playing fuck with my mind. I was even in bed early last night which is not like me at all, so thats why I am awake at 6ish in the morning. its okay cos I have to work up my flexi time at work, I got told off because I was hours down, so doing me best to make that right.
Anyway hardest time for me with this is the weekend as I never managed to get past them, so its going to be a bit of a struggle. So fingers crossed I make it, got the site to play with and some of the store stuff so that should keep me occupied enough not to want one I hope
