i hate 2 admit, but i hate shit i can't control. nothing like the weather or people. most time i am satisified with the weather and fuck some people cuz they r what they are. but 4 myself i hate havin 2 answer 2 krama, whether good or bad, it always seem 2 catch up 2 me at the most worst moment. most people i explain it 2 won't catch on cuz it is not happenin 2 them and if it did, they understand and pass that. i haven't did either yet and haven't even begin 2 deal with scerenity. i am just recognizin the lost of days and the money that follow. i can't blame no one most times, but obstacles (people) mostly i won't blame, cuz something deep down tells me, u picked them! but what about the people who u don't know and pose more then a threat and show it? what do u do about them, i don't know, but u betta not complain 2 anyone, who can't tell reality from friction. cuz in their mind sight, u must c what they c, not what u been lookin at. all i am sayin is, everyone's life, no matter how much our features might or not look the same, is definitely 1 million 2 1 different. everyone goes thru something, if not the same, it might b at a different period the experience has occured. more then likely it is betta said, then kept in, yes, most will tell u what it wasn't - easier done then said. tell me something i don't know instead of shit, i have seen and lookin 4 a more better way 2 answer. most times if u can't figure what 2 say 2 individuals while disguise the idea of askin 4 help, don't b shock or surprise, how much they focusin on the idea, do it like me instead of tryin 2 figure 1st options and abilities b/4 u baptize them with critical 911-411, cuz u past that test. my days aren't the same and my dollars explain y i am stuck in a month of Sundays, lookin 4 TGIF.
