Things havent been easy for me to deal with because Yesterday(monday)morning, I lost my children at about 14weeks along. I miscarried my children and dont know why neither. Its not losing a part of you when you are a mother about ready to bring a life into the world,but no one knows when it will happen. Because that special gift can be took away from you at anytime. But I am doing my best to pull through it and move on with life even though it hurts. I have slowly become numb because it has just been an occurrance these past few years. I just lost a son at 5 months into a pregnancy last year, (may 24th,2007). I wasnt fully healed from that lose before this happened not quite a year later!But my life must continue and Mission Hospital is going to pay for the neglect in practice of medicine!