Please don’t cry
Listen to my words
What I’m about to say
This is my death letter
This is where I’ve gone
Please don’t mourn for me
You’ll be all right without me
Standing, looking over the edge
Thinking of the jump I’m going to take
Looking into the sky
Thinking is there a place for me
Nothing went right for me
Nothing was simple for me
Taking the abuse that was thrown at me
Thinking of how my life was
Has brought me to this point
As I stare death in the face
Thinking, as I stare at the ground below
Of the time when things turned bad
You said to me “I was a waste of time”
I couldn’t take it
I smashed my fist into the wall
Blood trickled down from the knuckles
The pain I felt that day
I still feel in the back of my mind
You couldn’t care less about me
So here I stand
Soon I’ll be gone
You’ll never see me again
(Chorus)
I just couldn’t take this anymore
There was too much pressure on my shoulders
It caved in on me
Suicide was the only option
To take away my pain
To set me free
From the hell that I was living in
Staring, at the sky above me
The memories keep flushing back
Sick and tired of being the one who got hurt
I lost the will to live
As the scars on my wrists show
The feelings I felt
The feelings bottled up inside of me
But you never cared
You just ignored me
Left me in the dark
Pretending I wasn’t there
I was nothing to you
Remembering, the way you treated me
Like I was no one
You treated me so bad
It made me feel so low
Crying alone
You never felt sympathy
That still burns me up inside
The anger I fell for you
Still burns up inside
But don’t worry about me now
It’s too late for that
(Chorus)
I just couldn’t take this anymore
There was too much pressure on my shoulders
It caved in on me
Suicide was the only option
To take away my pain
To set me free
From the hell that I was living in
I take a step closer to the edge
The thoughts of you draw me closer
You drove me to this
I’m dying because of you
I’ve made up my mind
There’s no more breath inside
My heart beats no longer
These are my final words
This is goodbye…