I took a week off to recharge and found out that I had more feelings then i thought, so this is just a random blog so take it however you want!!How to say all that I want to say. Just go for it.
I wonder if you every think about me. I wonder what you think or feel when it comes to me. I know that you wonder how I feel and what I think. So here is a peek into my dark soul and heart,it just for you,all of you that want to know.
When the time comes I wonder will I be one of the ones you love,know,feel and understand. When the day comes when you have to face yourself will you see me there along with those dear to you.
Well I be one of the ones that will always be a part of you or will I be one of the forgotten waves in your life. Will the thought of me cross your mind the day fate holds the glass of your life in front of you.
Will you understand where you fit in my life. Will you know how the thought of you has changed my life. Will all that is said and unsaid hit you like a wave as it did me.
Will I ever be more then a thought in the back of your mind,or am I only that. The soft darkness in your mind,that you know is there but yet never let anyone know I'm there.
Will you understand the true me, that only you know but yet never allow yourself to know me openly.
You let me in only when you want to, you let me in only when you close yourself off to everyone else.
You only feel me when you allow yourself to,yet you can never close me out can you. Because I show you the inner you the one you hide from always.
I'm love,happiness,loneliness,life,death,forever and never. All wrap up in one,for I feel all of them even when they are not my feelings but the feelings of those around me.
You long for me but loath me at the same time,you trust me and distrust me all at the same time.
Yet the farther you run from me the more you see yourself through me.
So when the day has come and fate holds you between this world and the next will I be one of the dear ones you see within you as you look at your life glass.
