It comes...when you least expect it...you know why...you see the signs,but ignore them.Pain...confussion....hate....run if you can,but oh my goddess, you can't!
The sun shines...your soul rains....lightning...thunder.....and still that damn sun shines!!
You fight...you struggle....why?you take a deep breathe,jump in and start over....why?
Days drag on...everyone does their thing and I am worthless...
Night moves in and I awake to nightmares and dreams...no one believes or understands...
welcome to my real world....I can't control it or fight it or turn it on or off...a great day can crash in a moment...a moment can sparkle in a lifetime.....
I just lost more than half of anyone reading this....lol...no worries....lost myself.....
