do u ever think? i do i sit and think all the time about the times in my life and what has happend good, and bad. like for example, in 1980 i was in a snow mobile accident, i had six factured ribs, a collasped left lung, a ruptured spline, and a ruptured bladder. and a broken pelvis bone. your probably saying holy shit how is this guy alive? well i often ask myself that. i still have some every day after effects that i live with but other then that im doing ok. so just when you think u have it bad in your life, stop and remember this. there is allways someone who has had it worse then u. and im thankful to be alive. which i am. and i thank god every day for the reason im here, just remember that life is to precious don't waste it, and don't throw it away.