want and need are too different things..this is what i have come to see..and yet people mistake one for the other on a regular basis!why?i have asked myself that question several times...i think its because wants and needs are very simliar...i have also noticed that we can want and need something at the same time...i dont know maybe i am going off about nothing...hard to say...but i do know this i am a person who wants and needs someone to cuddle someone to hold and someone to love...do i truly need this???
no i dont...do i truly want this..yes i do!yes as a woman or a human period i am always changing my mind..especially when it comes to my wants my need or even my urges!!!!so as i must point out the human mind is fickle and therefore as a fickle person...by the time i am finished this blog..my wants and my needs will have change!!!
have a good one!
the last time i posted a blog in here i noticed it was 2008...i did end up with ian..he was a great guy and we had fun..now ian ended up married to this he met after me..chris is getting married with a baby on the way..or did they have the baby..idk...i took a guys virgnity in 2009 and he has a wonderful gf whom he wants to marry...omg am i the real-life good-luck chuck..lmfao...nah...that was just a joke...
also in 2009 i went through so rough times...like having two teenage kids one of them almost landing themselves in jail..buried a couple of friends as well...instead of having only two tattys i now have six..one of them for my nephew who was murdered in july....i miss him soo much....rip aj..aunty misses you......
i ended 2009 remeeting an old friend that lend to romance...donnie...we just broke up not to long ago...i miss him still and want him back...i am awaiting my test results for cancer...it might have came back and im freaking...but im strong woman who i think or rather i should say i know can beat out anything....
im back on fubar again..something i havent done in along time...when i first joined fubar it was called cherrytap...lol....yuppers been a member for 3yrs i think or sumthing like that....im now a faster typer but i still make my mistakes...meh who doesnt
its nice to be back and i am looking forward to reconncecting with old friends and make new friends...
I have had some crazy days lately,everyone seems to want me or my attention..lol.I just want some wild,kinky filled sex.I honestly dont think that is wrong.Something that definatly has handcuffs and spanking involved. That is just foreplay.For the main course(lol)I would like to be given the ride of my life.Hot,wild sweaty with no mention of love,just give it to me harder,trust me I can handle it. If your lucky,I will swallow.Yes you all you KNOW where my mind is,does any one want to help!!!!!!!!
its been awhile since i have been here on fubar...and i can see alot has changed....
so good some bad nice to see that i still have my friends on here...i have been reading alot of my old blogs and seen that i changed as well...
i have a cold...still in pa working in a bar...new bf two teenage boys...sisters that drive me nuts....that hasnt changed....lol
its nice to come back and see all the differences that are on here now....
so stop by say hi and i shall do the same