So I guess you could say I have some drama going on in my life right now. Well that would probably be an understatement, but what can you do? Life is full of the unexpected... I guess It just hit me aweful hard when I found out my Husband is not the faithful man I thought he was. I found out recently that he has been on a Singles site, chatting up the girly types and leaving comments about how he wants to "Do" them. Not my idea of acceptable behavior for a 37 yr old married man. We've been down this road before, He was deployed in 2005 and I found out after he returned home, that he had a couple of "girlfriends" online. That he had exchanged nude photographs with them, and was planning to meet up with one of them after he got home. Well, I am an only child, and I don't share well with others.... I flipped out. I NEVER in 10 million years thought the man I married would betray me like that. We were still newlyweds. It just didn't seem real. But I decided that I made a commitment, for better or worse, so we did a little counseling. I worked on our relationship for the next year, things got better each day, or so I thought. He deployed again, Jan 07, didn't have internet access till July 07... the same day he got the internet hooked up... he created his Myspace and started making new friends. I can deal with friends. But the nude pis and the plans to "hook up" thats just all a bit much. What is a girl to do. Every day I find a little bit more, I can't make any major decisions or even try and have a decent conversation with him while he's over there. He won't call... he hates the phone, and you can't have a heart to heart over IM. Sigh.... whats a girl to do?
