It's happened again
I've been such a fool
Why haven't I learned yet
It's like a nightmare,it won't stop
Why is this haunting me
I should've done something long ago
I should've locked it up
Give up after the first blow
But I didn't learn and never will
I can't get enough
I keep coming back for more
This shadow lingers further over me
I don't learn,will I ever?
You are so addictive
Like alcohol,I get drunk on you
But it's not enough anymore
When you say my name
It feels like you're stabbing me
God help me
I need out of this nightmare
I need release from you
But it won't happen,I still love you
Forever,even as friends,even after death
I don't want it to happen again tonight
God let the nightmare not come
I seek release from these chains
Disolve this pain
Release me from this spell
I choose Death over you now
Free at last from this nightmare forever
Sad isn't it?
