know i should walk away say goodbye, but damm he has my heart...and its breakin. so much to say to him but dunno how. i wanna stay but i wanna go how stuffed is that, his in my thoughts, my dreams, my world. How do i do it walk away say goodbye from somthing that meant so much. Tears fall often i sit alone trying to dry them wiping them away and they just fall more..... damm why did i ever start this yrs ago. Y did i let him have my heart and not just my head. im screamin out let me go but its not happening... i keep goin back lookin at his smile, feeling his lips, watching him day in day out.... where can i find the strength to say goodbye to a life i know that isnt good for me and start afresh. Its too damm hard so damm hard.... tears fall again he is so close yet so far so much to say and i just cant do it. im lost and dunno how
