So I am sitting here bored and tired but dont want to sleep. It just means one less day of no work. I have been working my ass of for a place I will never work. To top it all off the District Manager for where I am moving hasn't called me back. I am running ou of time and patience with this damn company's managers. I just wish I had the money to go to my friends in tenn. and start over. I want so much to be happy and it seems to get father and farther away from me. I wake up wanting nothing more than to go back to sleep and when I am up I don't want to do anything productive. Hell I am even considering throwing out everything so I don't have to move it back to VA. When does it get better? I am so tired of being this way. No matter what I do it just gets worse. If I do something for myself, Dozens of things come up and bite me on the ass. And to add insult to injury I lost my damn lisense. I am at the end of the short rope and I like it will never get better. I know I am complaining but it seems the only thing to do at 1:00 in the morning. Wheres that millionare prince that every one talks about? I think hes fucking selfish for not rescueing me from this crap!
