Clear liquid swelling up. The soft pink skin holding back the ever increasing pressure. More forms and the pressure increases making panic start to havic through her body. Knowing the pressure needs to be released but holding back for she doesnt want it to happen yet. Not here. Not now. All the noise blocked out from the focus on controlling the pressure. The presence of the figure over her is ever more present but she does not let the pressure over take her. Blinking as to control any possible thing she can. Its almost unbearable. Her breathe catches............................One step, two steps, three, four, and more. In need of this release so unbearable a dead sprint takes over her legs. Sniff.... Hands shaking, jingling of the keys in her hand. "Must open! Must open NOW!" She tells her fingers. Click........ Comfort, the soft leather she sinks into. SMACK!!! the hard rubber of the steering wheel hitting the gentle palm of her hands. Its too much to take. The dam is about to break. A scream is muffled from hearing her heart pound in her ears. Flowing, ever flowing down her face like waterfalls. Streaming down, cooling the blood pulsing skin. Another scream which throughs her back into reality. She starts to think............... He's changed.
There was a man I once knew
One that I thought was something very special
He made me laugh
He made me think
Understanding things about how I was feeling without me even explaining
This man has dissappeared
Maybe he never existed
Whats left of this being is something that has caused such pain
He was only in the need for someone to prey on
To be there for him when he needed
Was there ever a time he DIDNT take my help for granted?
I gave and gave and gave
All he could do was take
Why didnt I get out before?
Was I blind to the feelings that werent present
Feelings that i thought were there but for some reason didnt mean enough
The good times were what made this venture longer than necessary
Why couldnt i see before?
Is this being still worth my attention?
When will there be an understanding of what he had done?
