WARNING!! For those of you who laugh at the guy that can express "mushy" feelings and can identify with their feelings then just move on...
I am a romantic and that is just the way I am. Laugh, point, whatever.. I like it!
First off... Madman? Yes I am. Insane? A little. This is my account of the latest trauma that involved my heart being ripped out of my chest and thrown in to a blender only to be dumped into a toilet to be flushed into oblivion....
Lets start this off with setting the mood....
Do I believe in true love? YES! I believe that a relationship can be as magical and beautiful like those hard to believe love stories.. you know the kind! The kind that just makes you either all warm inside or just go.. YUK!
Have you ever felt all warm & fuzzy about someone to the point you just can't help but act on it...?
to the point it excites you to hear their voice..?
Michelle, the girl!, and I had been friends/accuantances for sometime. I have always had an eye on her but just.. didn't persue it because I never wanted the friendship to be in Jeapordy. Then the day comes that we started to spend more time together than normal. Normal was hey how you doing nice to see you have a good day.
We went for coffee a few times, then a few more.. then one day I began to feel that warm & fuzzy feeling you get when your heart sees someone for the first time. Magnetic! I say magnetic because I was drawn to her... There is no other way I can define it other than a fate that I could not comprehend. I could not help but feel this way because I have always known in my heart that given the chance, it would be something out of a fairy tale... Something more than I had ever dreamed... And I dreamed.
So back to magnetic... It was that way for her too.. We were at a coffee house and wound up going for a walk.. Talking about absolutley nothing.. Butthe attraction within me.. was telling me to grab her.. and kiss her with all the spontaneous romance I could muster... But I did not. Not that i am chicken.. Just didn't.. not yet. It was time to say goodbye.. so I walked her to her car.. Under the bright full moon we gave eachother a hug... This hug made my heart just pound.. and I became numb all over my body.. then that glow from deep within my soul started to cry out for more than just a hug.. for more than just a goodbye.. It cried for her.. It needed her... Just for a moment.. just to know what it has always known... So as we both pulled away.. I pulled her back.. looked into her eyes.. and lightly, sofly kissed her... and she kiss back.. That poisonous kiss... That lovely heart warming kiss. I began to fall for her that day that moment that second... Then we embrace pulling eachother like neither wanted to let go.. Then we did.. and I said good night.... and floated back to my car...
~~~~~ Do you want me to continue? ~~~~~
