Tese's blog: "My Heart"

I have been thinking and have come to the conclusion I need to take a break from my online social sites for now until my health and family issues clear up a bit. As most of you know I have a terminal heart disease and have been in heart failure for almost a month and a half now. I opted to stay out of the hospital until after the holidays and since having 3 family deaths in the last few weeks I know I must take better care of myself which leaves me with little to no time online. I do not have a laptop yet so I cannot make it online while on bedrest, so anyway I wanted to tell you not to worry about me I am okay unless you hear otherwise from my husband aka BeautysBeast (you can add him for updates or just for friendship if you want I am sure he will need alot of support as well) My last Update is my uncle Randy whom broke his neck passed away on Dec. 18th at 421 am, My uncle Bill whom had a heart attack while in the hospital with kidney failure is still hanging in there. My husbands 34 year old cousin Anthony who was beaten by the cops passed away December 20th at 5:21 am. Litigation is pending... My grandfather Howard was disconnected from the respirator today at 1 PM EST and passed away shortly thereafter. My daughter is taking it very hard and I am dealing with her at the moment.. I have lost 20 pounds of fluid the last 2 days which has helped me with my heart failure tremendously and my breathing is a little hard yet but due to being around alot of smoke this weekend and having the stomach flu the last 2 days hasn't helped LOL so my ribs are a bit sore and my chest of course, it was a double edged sword it helped me lose alot of fluid but caused some pain and stress in the meantime. Okay enough of my rambling TY to all of my awesome friends who have helped me through this most difficult time and continue to be a ray of sunshine in my life.. God Bless you all