I suppose you're wondering what I decided. Well, I broke up with him. I'm alright. He's not mad at me. Just something that I knew that I had to do. I want to be happy and have happiness and love. I hope to get married one day and be a "real" family. Whatever the hell that is... lol. But everything is cool. I'm ok, he's ok, the new guy is ok. The kids' are ok too. Well that's that. And HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO ONE AND ALL.... LOVE YA!