Well, how's that? Yes, it is official! I have a boyfriend!!!! Yea, baby, yea!!! We've known each other for about 7 months, just started talking about a month ago and dating. Don't know where this will go, but I really hope and pray for the best. I think that this is the one. I figure that if I can look into his eyes and can picture him, the kids, and myself in a family portrait, then it is meant to be, or should be anyway! lol. I have been able to see a future with him. It's a little scary in a way, considering the things that I've been through and the things that he's been through. I am happy. He makes me happy! That's what matters. The one thing that I like the most about him is being in his arms. I sleep so good when he's laying next to me and I'm wrapped up in his arms. It's the next best thing to sex... lol. Actually it kind of is better than sex. It's more relaxing and comforting to know that you can feel the heat and love of someone and they don't have to say one word or prove it, you can just feel it from them. I might be crazy, but it's totally about him! lol. But sometimes, I question... Why does something so good make me feel sad? I'm afraid of falling, I suppose. I enjoy being on cloud 9, but scared as hell of falling off of it. That's a long ass fall there... lol. Talk to you guys later!
