I felt as though I was giving a gift, a blessing and I wanted to keep it fresh and beautiful...not the outside..but the inside too. And the longer time when on, the more it seemed as though I could not provide what my gift wanted. Indeed, I saw that not only was I not nourishing, but that when I attempted to, I evaporated into nothingness..as though I never was...I began to see this gift was more than a gift...she was an extension of myselff..a beautiful one..inside and out...and nourishment meant to let her grow and experience, be it pain, heartache,or happiness. That is nourishmen. When I was trying to nourish, I was evaporating her soul...so now I nourish both of us and we experience the LIFE we live together.
