i feel a bit off.
no a good bit off.
the umph is not so readily within my grasp
the intense colors are just average.
my senses are dulled and im conflicted about that.
strange that im in this haze.
this too will pass for im too stubborn to bow
this life is dull and listless enough as it so....
i encourage brilliance of color be injected
till then i carry on, slightly deflated, the senses not as acute.
ill be here, when the time is right. i cant pass this up.