Personally, I feel the need for a major change. I feel like I'm being held back with my job, my apartment, the school my daughter has to go to, etc. I swear I'm at my wits end.
The people I work with fuck off more than they work so I end up picking up the slack or suffering the consequences cuz my boss is an asshole.
My apartment sucks and I just renewed my lease so I'm stuck there for another 11 months unless I can come up with an extra month's rent.
My blazer needs tires, they fucking rezoned the school's so my daughter is going to be bussed nearly 5 miles to a shit school next year rather than being able to walk the 1.17 miles to the A school her whole life revolves around.
Her friends, and subsequently her support system, will all be going to the closer school. Yes, normally change can be a good thing for a child, but in her case it would be detrimental.
Having been molested, put through a trial, and unexplained seizures, she needs her support system and I can only do so much.
I swear I'm gonna lose it one of these days. I'm so seriously at my wit's end and if something doesn't give soon I'm gonna lose it.
I dunno, it's just been a really shitty week and the weekend isn't looking much better.
