The finality of it all is closing in…suffocating me
This is so new to me, yet so real
Not so distant memories seem lifetimes away
It was false, you were never true. Fraud.
I wish I knew you
I wish more that the final drop of blood would just squeeze out
And this pain would cease
What’s the point?
Your half-hearted smile fooled us all
He was right about you
And I was so wrong
A trusting fool
It is natural for me, to keep an open door
But this is completely new territory
For I know that I cannot
And it kills me. I hate this.
The skies reflect my mood, my soul
Like a mirror…gray and bleak
I do not belong here.
Once you were my best friend, my everything, my life
Now, emptiness is my reality…deafening silence.
So, now I say goodbye…to my once dearest friend
Though it was all fiction, it will always be my shattered reality.