Have you ever care about someone so bad that you do so many different things wrong that pisses them off? I have and wished that I could just turn back time and fix everything I did, but I know that I can't. It really sucks man!!!!!!! I just want this person to know just how sorry I really am. This person is one of my true friends and I don't want that to end and I don't want to lose her either, but I think I might have already. I would do anything she asked me to do, no matter how much I didn't like it. I Love this person so much that it would be the greatest thing in the world to me to be with her, but I have this feeling that it will never be. I have to really say that what happened on Saturday is mostly my fault, because I ignored her, but it is hard for me to say something to her when other people are around so not to cause any problems. Please just know that I am extremely sorry and I will leave you alone if that is what you truely want. Just let me know
