sweet tart's blog: "stuff"

i really can't believe it's been a year since my father died. i miss my daddy like crazy!!! i made a decision last night laying in bed staring at the wall...it's ok for me to be sad sometimes...it's ok for me to cry sometimes...it is NOT ok for me to continue to allow this to control me and my life. this depression i feel is slowly killing me. however, that isn't even the most important thing... it is affecting the people i love, because of my actions or lack there of sometimes, and i have to make that stop. my dad was a funny, happy go lucky man!!! he would not be happy with me at all! for my friends who have been patient with me and my lunacy (hahaha) thank you so much! you mean the world to me! i will always miss you my sweet daddio! now it's time to heal......keep your fingers crossed y'all!