Why am I always confuzed,
Why am I never satisfied..even when when things go my way?
I fight for things that mean a lot to me...
But when I finally get what I want....there is some kind of emptiness...
I can't explain it....
Maybe it is because I have been let down so much in the past....
That I am used to it...
I hope that this phase ends...
So that I don't lose what is most important...
Tanya Lanea Carson