where one stand with one self make the difference in how one see the world that they live in. in my perfect world i could make the rules the way i would make up to make my life perfect. but there in my perfect world would the perfect way make life worth living? if i could make the things the way i would like, would i be fullfilled. or do we need the hard times in our life to make life worth living? it makes me wonder, if by that thought, do we make life hard so we could live more to what we think is the limit of our existance. or we lose ourself in the hope of fullfillment. i think that true fullfillment comes when we can stop and look at our lives and see our place in this world and except where what we are and what we we are given. i think as people, when we try to take more then our share is when the loss of fullfillment begans. and there, the endless chasing of emptyness begins. i want to stand in life and know where i belong. i want to stand in peace with what has given or taken away. i want to stand and believe that i am loved. i just want to be able to stand
