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I can't figure it out. I'm not quite sure what the hell to think. Here's my dilemma:
There are women out there who look like absolute slop. Not only that, they treat their men like slaves, ie: force them to work two jobs so they can stay at home and spend money, don't clean, don't cook, never make love, and call them horrible names. But their men are the most devoted, kind, loyal, caring men on the planet.
Now me, I'm the kind of woman who likes to work for a living, loves to take care of people, share everything I have, loyal to a fault, putting my needs dead last (literally), bend over backwards to make everyone else happy kind of person, yet the guys I fall for just so happen to only want me as a friend. At most, a fuck buddy.
Now, I refuse to change who I am. And I refuse to accept a man who is going to treat me like crap. I would love to find just one man who is going to be not only my best friend, but be with me and ONLY me for the rest of our lives. I didn't realize that would be too much to ask, but apparently for this generation, it is.
Maybe I should change, since there really is noone out there? lower my expectations? allow myself to become a doormat/punching bag? or just become a complete Bitch? I don't know.... but this isn't working.
