How Can I Dare to Love Again?
What in the world is this feeling within me again?
Should I run away or face it coming upon me?
For once in my lifetime, can love really be real or will it just erase itself like always leaving my heart lost and soul my weeping with sorrow?
The way I am is not the way I want to be, but things are never what soul is willing to be for the love within it that needs to be free,
Yet the soul is sending the desire and need to the heart to dare the hidden passion with the feelings stirring about my body.
Could it be?
You are the only one for meant for me.
Yet my mind trembles with the hidden reality that each time I have walk upon the clouds the love,
I was hurt over and over again like a gentle wind weeping the sorrow with my ears of deafness I refused to hear from your lying words.
Here without love or you, I find my heart lost to sadness that lurks within my weeping soul.
You were the delightful taste of sweetness from a candy shop I use to go to and dream of having a piece of it that was always just out of reach.
How can I dare to love again after so many heartbreakers?
Has cupid struck my heart again with the love arrow?
Must heart desire a little bit more pain to see if this love you are offering me is real?
I want to back away.
I find the need to run away like a scary cat.
I sit upon the bench of life to see what it is that makes me turn around to see….
You are everything to that I must reach out too,
But
Fear of losing once your love fades away.
Are you that somebody that can erase it away from my heart and soul, which can give me a new purpose within your love reality?
I want to care for you, but trying again is so hard.
The trust and belief within love has been erased from my emotion.
I gave my heart so many times, each time I was wiped out like tidal wave upon essence.
Now I find myself not able to give my heart and soul to a love that is not real.
How can I dare to love again after so many heartbreakers?
Can I risk it all again to find your love is nothing at all worth reliving the pain again?
You song and dance is one that makes my head lose sight of what is real or not?
You body swaying about me is like a sorcerer of forbidden ways of charming my heart and soul into wickedness that will never belong to me forever, after the moment has pasted.
I am sorry to a love that is not ever going to be mine.
Just blame it on the lying shadows dancing deeper in my heart and soul that will never let me be free to love you.
Everlasting love don’t matter to me no longer,
Once I was played as a fool.
It left me heartbroken and crying.
I can never love you.
Love is a dream that can never be mine or enough to my reality to dare the surrender all over too.
If you looking for happily ever after,
Than I ask you to please walk away from me because there is no desire or reason within my heart and soul to risk it again.
Game of love has burn me badly.
I will never miss your love for it was never real anyway for me dare to all with you.
How can I dare to love again after so many heartbreakers?
Can I risk it all again to find your love is nothing at all worth reliving the pain again?
Why does this feel so bad deep within me when I walk away from your love?
My life was just about me.
Never did I see you coming around me.
Nobody seem to try to reach me, now here you are, seeing me, hearing me and reaching out to me to where the sadness within me is more painful as I walk away from you.
My heart is one part of me that feel the passion of life more than most.
My soul sees and hears the hidden part of the grand magically ride of love within my reach,
But I find myself wanting to hide away from love.
My mind is screaming to unlove you.
As much as I try to do that, I find my heart and soul daring to love you more and more each time I fight to be free from your love hold upon me.
Darkwaves of the hidden emotion begins within me.
What have you done to my world?
I don’t want this rollercoaster emotion within me, so please just turn away from me, just leave me alone within my hidden shadows of nothing.
Let love not be mine.
How can I dare to love again after so many heartbreakers?
Can I risk it all again to find your love is nothing at all worth reliving the pain again?
Why does this feel so bad deep within me when I walk away from your love?
Why oh why does this now feel like trembling winds within my mind that is clearing up after rainstorm?
No, I can never be like you…
Trusting and daring my soul love and heart passion upon the clouds of love endless journey, so please just walk away, turn away…
Damn it…
Just run away from me.
I have can’t let this love be mine.
I want to forever be lost within my sadness laying upon a bed of sorrow.
Just let me be, let me go free to walk within my loneliness forever alone.
I don’t want to call out your name upon the winds of my need to love you.
Let the rain and darkness always be my only lover.
No, oh god please let him see.
I need no other in my life or bed.
How can I dare to love again after so many heartbreakers?
Can I risk it all again to find your love is nothing at all worth reliving the pain again?
Why does this feel so bad deep within me when I walk away from your love?
Why oh why does this now feel like trembling winds within my mind that is clearing up after rainstorm?
Here it comes again, all the pain and emotion locked away now flowing upon me like the sun rising upon a new day.
Today, I stand within the light.
Your arms wrapped around me.
Holding me tight as I cry to what is now the reality of heart and soul dream coming true.
My heart is now yours.
My soul sees that you are no player upon my life.
The tears are falling.
I feel so damn weak, but as your holding me close to your body, I feel so much stronger than I was alone.
How did you do this to me?
I see now you are my prince charming.
I was just Juliet running about the garden refusing to believe magic was there around me.
It took your love, a love meant to be mine to become the knight willing to fight my hidden dragons to win my heart and soul as yours.
How can I dare to love again after so many heartbreakers?
Can I risk it all again to find your love is nothing at all worth reliving the pain again?
Why does this feel so bad deep within me when I walk away from your love?
Why oh why does this now feel like trembling winds within my mind that is clearing up after rainstorm?
Here it comes again, all the pain and emotion locked away now flowing upon me like the sun rising upon a new day.
What was within me is now no longer there?
Questions seem never to be there within my mind to doubt this love of yours.
So baby please brings it all to me.
I surrender to a love that is more real than each breath I take.
I no longer fear the love.
Now my life sees the passion within me is burning for you.
It has always burn only for you.
I tried to refuse what my heart and soul knew.
You were the strength to make me come around.
Your love is the loyalty that was will to always fall back to one,
But
Come back around to try again and again.
Now you won.
How can I dare to love again after so many heartbreakers?
Can I risk it all again to find your love is nothing at all worth reliving the pain again?
Why does this feel so bad deep within me when I walk away from your love?
Why oh why does this now feel like trembling winds within my mind that is clearing up after rainstorm?
Here it comes again, all the pain and emotion locked away now flowing upon me like the sun rising upon a new day.
What was within me is now no longer there?
What will I do if my world falls apart around me?
If ever I fear what will be for me and you.
I will just lean against you.
Come to know….
Love is here holding on to me.
Baby, you give me all I need to be within love or life.
Now my mind sees the days full of joy
And
Nights full of endless love and passion that two can share forever as one.
Every time I look at you, I see my heart will always be safe within your love.
The reflection in my blue eyes sees the answer that became my hero.
It was your love.
No longer do I stand alone….
There is;
Us now and forever,
Even as the world falls down around us, as long as I have you.
I will always be daring life and love.
You will always be my only champion.
©2007 Firestar
