How could you just let me walk away without a goodbye. Is this how you are dealing with the pain. Did you forget our passion? our closness, our passion? You became a stranger to me when you disappeared. To be gone for days and weeks. Then one day you would come back like nothen happened. The way we talked or touched.Every conferstion was like talking to you for the first time. You've forgotten all that happened between us. Thats when it happends again you pull away when you remember. You act like you care but you dont say the words. You always say we are too good of friends and that you want or love her. Not a tought to how I feel. Then you have a fight with her and u want me back. But as fast as you came back you were gone again. I will never be your 1st in your ife as long you push me away. Afraid of what migh thappen. But you dont know do you? You never will as long as you are you. One day I dream you will show what is in your eyes when you look at me. Tell me how mcuh you care like your touch does. But it wont happen. Cuz I stopped waiting around for you after all these years. I stopped hope years ago. But you will be my friend. But never my lover. I have movied on. I'm taking that leap of faith and going with my heart. Its telling me to find the one that I care for someone else and he is waiting for me. And I am there for them. To live our lives together.
