Dj Sykotic Dreamz's blog: "True Inner Feelings"

The pain. The depression. It's all gone away.
Involuntary tears streaming down my face.
Its all torn apart. Nothing left.
All faded away.
I ask you one more time.
Where is my life direction.
The path. My journey.
The light above and beyond.
Flowing down the tunneled drain.
Twisting and turning.
Far away. Slipping and sliding.
Into the distant darkness.
I scream. I reach. I strive.
Distant fears and screams.
Agonizing. Terrorizing. Tagonizing.
Flaming brutal torture alone.
Why I ask you.
Why I scream. Throat burning.
Am I treated like I am.
Abusiveness. The long struggle...
Fighting to stay alive.
Hurt and depression...heartbreak and failure.
Broken and bleeding.
Torn and pleading.
Down on my knees.
I'm locked deep down inside.
Fading into eternal darkness.
Unable to breathe.
Covered..and coated...and showered.
In the realms of HELL i DO reside.