So here I lay in my bed crying cause I'm hurt and confused. I don't know what's wrong I don't know what to do to fix it. I wish there was some way to take the pain away I wish I could make myself numb. Its been like this for weeks now I wish she would call but its always I'll call tomarrow but when tomarrow comes there's no call so I lay and wait and hope and the most I get is a text saying tomarrow. I'm beging to hate the word tomarrow cause no matter how many times she says it, its never tomarrow.