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I've been on there for awhile, but never used it much.
When my space finally got over-saturated with MAFIA updates and gifts and such, I was already comfortable here.
I'd get on FB just to see what my RL friends are up to.
I admit, sometimes it'd be depressing to me....
I'd see that friends I knew in high-school and such now have 2.5 kids, married, and even some who have their own businesses.
Don't get me wrong, I'm really happy for them but especially now that I'm only FIVE years away from hitting 40, it sinks in even more I'll never get that life I always wanted.
Just last night, I visited one of my former student's page to see pics he posted up and found out HE'S now teaching at the school I used to.
Once again, I'm happy for him but I admit...
That was the BEST job I ever had, and miss it big time.
With the life I've had, that was the closest to being "normal" I've ever been.
Alot of times I'd clock in at 7AM and won't leave till 10PM, but I LOVED IT!
And I admit, as I went through my friend's pictures, I had those selfish "that could of been MY life" thoughts...
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Oh well, I've always been able to snap back to reality and have become quite comfortable with just remaining laid-back and enjoying the scenery untill the sunset.
Ehhh, thanks for reading my ramblings.
Here's a beer.......
:p
