Dear sprem giver,
I am glad that you don't want your two beautiful girls in your life. I don't understand why you don't want us. We loved when we were younger. But when you left me at the age of 9years old I started to hate you. Everyone told me to forgive you and that you would come back relizing what you have lost. But they are all wrong. I knew the day you left you didn't really want us. I would of understand if you and my MOTHER weren't married. It would of been hard, but not has much pain as I am in right now. Its hard not having my dad, I was always your little girl. But I grew up and mature that not all men are like you, you were just a drunk druggie. I am so against all the wrong you did, and i will never treat my children like you did/do. I won't even treat my husband like you treated mom. I could never hurt anyone as much has you hurt me. I still cry my self to sleep at night sometimes because I kinda miss you. But I know you won't come back, and if you tried I wouldn't want you to. I can't wait until you sign the papers saying we aren't your kids anymore. I can't wait until that day comes because then I know that I am not wrong when I say, "I hate that man!"
I haven't needed you in the last past 10years and I will never need you again. Not after what you put me through. Please never come back saying Sorry, there is no way I can forgive.
