I just have to say
that Im so incomplete
in every way.
I cant compete
against my own
emotions inside
of being alone.
it tears at my pride
feeding on my brain
destroying my heart
I feel so insane.
Im falling apart
Hiding from my pain
I cant find my life.
hidden in my brain,
is the want for a knife.
I will not act
but I can imagine
if it were a fact
theres a big infraction...
against myself
and all my friends
Id lose it all
it'd be the end.