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I cant remember the last time I found myself not feeling like sleeping. I'm fatigue, not yet ready to say tired but i'm fatigue. Physically and emotionally I am. I just dont want to sleep. I basically went a full day without eating. For once emotionally I just didn't feel like eating which is usually the opposite of my eating habits. Usually I'll eat uncontrollably everything until I just stop. Like ten minutes after I stop eating i'm eating again. When i get down, that's what I do. I eat. I've have spent nearly 40 dollars on fast food before just because emotionally I was fucked. So seeing me not eating, worried me last night at work. Me just sitting there drinking water. Now look at me sitting here, nearly wide awake forcing it. Damn time flies when you just bullshitting around online. I've never rated that many people, gone to that many pages, liked that many people, and basically interacting with that many people in my fucking nearly 5 years here as I did just today. It's my heart and my mind that's not sitting well. I do get on here hoping it just takes my mind off a lot of things. Some things can never stop roaming in your head....let me just quit.
