i love him so much all i want is to hold him, feel him close to me... but he doesnt love me anymore so i get to sit here alone, upset, and kinda cold....how could he lose his love?? or did he...he tells me its not my fault..that its just him..that hes unstable ...i cant help but feel that he has lost all love for me but my friend says he tells her that he still cares about me...i wish he would talk to me...i know he has already told me why he feels the need to be alone i just need consolation and for some reasaon i want it to be from him...i feel like my whole world is crashing down... and despite the fact that he is the one who hurt me i still want him to be the one to make me feel better as well...he is the only person who can...i cant do it alone and no matter how hard my friends try they wont be able to heal me either ...i just need him that is all...thats my love ...my life... my heart and soul belong to this man and i wont let him throw them back at me...he may not want them anymore but they are his...
