I promised id no more tears for you ... and i could of sworn i never would but here i am again ...
in this twisted lil game ...
Loves fool , life twisted and cruel ..
cold cold emotions .. ball i can feel is your walls ..
playing games with ones heart is so cruel .. First love why won't it die ...
nightmares of you with her ... Nightmares of you yelling at me .. telling me to go away ..
so hot i couldnt sleep i took a showrr and went back to bed . so many horrible images in my head ...
why am i so stupid .... about you ..
why did i let you in ?
why why ..
heart bleeding again ,, open wounds ...
but life must go on its too shot to waste whats the next step .. im down on my kness pleading for mercy .. pleading for something better to come ...
on and on i go .. one step into a new future... one small step towards the light .. towards the hope .. that misery willl be over soon ..