Well I know some of you who actually care will read this and those who don't will just maybe guess where the hell I have disappeared to....Well about 2 weeks ago I took a trip out of town and took my youngest son to his father and spent time with my oldest. Well I came home and had a very long talk with my hubby. We decided that the best thing since we are so terribly miserable is to get divorced. Something we have been discussing for awhile now but haven't taken those extra few steps towards anything. Well now I am at that turning point in my relationship. He said he would make sure my car is fixed and then we are parting ways. So I just want everyone to bare with me through this and I will be here as much as I can. I hate being away and not having contact with everyone but hey I have to do what I have to at this time. Don't worry I am not upset or depressed...I actually am better and my mind is clear. If you have my cell please feel free to text me...or call after 9pm and weekends...Yea free nights and weekends(unless you have at&t then its free always)...If you want to talk and dont have my number leave me a msg and next time I get on here I'll make sure I send it to ya...Well take care and talk to everyone soon.....Becca(aka Raven)