Impossisilities
Can someone please explain to me their version of impossible, mine is something that you cannot do because it just can't be done or cannot be done because you're too afraid to even try.
I've been in a situation lately where I have been trying to overcome fears to get somewhere even if it's just for a few precious days. When I explained what I was trying to do and why to the one person I was trying to get to, I was told that they had thought it impossible so they never really had been expecting it anyhow.
I thought it was impossible for me to live my life without a fulltime man in my life, I tried it and I'm doin the impossible. I get help from friends once in awhile but after 2 yrs and 3 monthes I guess I beat the impossible.
I thought it impossible to trust a man again but one of my best friends is a man. I know my limitations as for the trust goes. I know I can trust him with my life and that of my kids' lives. Another impossibility made possible cause i tried.
I thought it impossible to feel good about who I am again. I lost alot of weight and did alot of soul searching. I've gained some of the weight back but I'm comfortable with myself enough to say I'm beautiful in my own way. I can say I'm a caring, compassionate, intelligent, and respectable person. I was all these things before but couldn't show it because I had alot to learn to understand. I made it possible to be the real me which I thought was impossible.
I thought I never would go anywhere, I would just spend my life right here where I grew up. Now with the help of a special person I'm flying to St.Thomas in the Virgin Islands for a 2 weeks stay. I'm goin to pack as much into those 2 weeks as I can. I want to learn everything I can and see it all. Again something I thought to be impossible.
So how can I sit back and allow myself to stay away from someone who feels it impossible for us to ever see each other even if it's for a short time? Should I give up because they say it's impossible in their mind? Should I keep trying to break that wall? Of course I have to ask myself do I want to continue to try when they choose not to try. I guess I'll have think on it and see if I should find another wall to climb?
I feel I'm at the age where it's vital for me to live a life I always thought impossible. I want the best for my kids but it's time for me spread my wings and start to learn how to fly on my own.
So I guess we all have to ask ourselves~ What is really impossible?? I think it depends if you want it to be or not. Of course some walls can be busted thru but I'd rather do the ones that I have to climb. I like the challenge of climbing them and face all the fears along the way. What impossible walls stand in front of you?????
