I think it is. I caught myself in quite a few of those moments. Despite everything that's going on financially that might make me in a bad position. I am so happy. I mean, it's not just the regular happy. It's the most satisfieing happiness I have felt in my life. Just with a conversation I've been waiting for, and didn't expect that I'd get it, well atleast didn't think it would be tonight.
I'm hoping he will forgive me for all my mistakes and realize that I will never fuck up again. But I don't know I'm rather speachless and sometimes I get to the end of a sentence and I'm still in a world of awe that I just don't know what to say, but I know exactly what I'm feeling just hard to put it in words and nothing I type would even come close to how I feel. I love Duane, but tonight I fell inlove with him. With that said, tomorrow is a whole new day, gonna bust my ass harder than ever, going anywhere up to an hour and half away for a job if it calls for it. It just blows my mind that in one conversation, I fell in love and got that extra 100% boost I needed ontop of the 100 I was giving out before. After tonight, All will be well for me atleast for quite a damn while. Have a goodnight all and good rest of the week.
CuntRag
PS
I could really careless if anyone reads this or not, nothing can bring me down from the cloud I'm on.
