to feel this way .. to be sick and girly and all emo at the same time i fucking wish i felt better id kindof like to run ... from it all move and see new places ... ot really run just fix all thats fucked up here and go once everything is resolved ... i feel like once my back piece is done i can do that ...once my story is finished i can move on ... not that my story is ccomplet or ever will be but i dont know . i have so muh to say and so much to do and i want so many things and for starters i wish everyday could be halloween lol id be fucking happy as hell lol oooh pumpkin heeheh thats my next tattoo i want a jackolantern on my neck with vines and stuff it will be so kick ass heheh blahh i feel shittty tho im gonna eat fdinner and go to sleep peace outhahah love you guys ... i miss my friends
