Know what really hurts, when you know you don't mean anything. That at the end of the day, you close your eyes and the ppl who you thought were your friends never really cared about you in the first place. When you opened your heart and bared parts of yourself. Told ppl why it was so hard. Told them how the last person I'd shared myself with ripped me apart.
Then to hear nothing from them for like two weeks. You're officially nothing anymore. You can be brushed aside, and be erased. that hurts. To not even deserve a goodbye. When you're supposed to have been friends with the potential of more? It just not worth the risk anymore and I am tired of crying.
And ppl wonder why I am so cold all the time. Dun blame me anymore, blame yourselves. cause remember I don't matter. I dun exist.
