How life always tends to throw a curve ball a lot.
It's funny how events in ones life have a way or repeating them self.
It's funny how that feeling we get when someone is trying to play them for a fool. (Meaning you or I for a fool)
Life is funny like that no matter how much you know... you tend to put it to the side till one day all of it makes you think why did I put up with all the bullshit for so long?
Sad part is some of us know right from the get go.
Take me for instance some person, and I don't care if they read it or not. What I'm saying now.....
I really thought the person was someone nice. Looks and the way people are can be are very deceiving in such matters or cases.
So as the story goes besides life giving little hints and clues along the way.
This person tells me a story. I really fishy story about how her "so called" (boyfriend) I say so called, because the two never met in the first damn place. Anyway, plus he lives in another part of the world haha.
As I was saying this person after drama, and after more drama from her so called lover boy.... felt the need to bring on what I think is all bullshit and lies.
Which is she said the first time that he deleted me off her account.
He has her pass word ect.....
Lol I had my doubts then and still to... so I get her to add me back later on again... same thing again.
Now how many fucking times do you think I should believe all that?
Right or wrong I maybe... maybe the persons telling the truth.
But I have a hard time of believing such stuff once to many.
Maybe I'm overlooking the good. Not sure what good any of it was.
But who knows maybe I am reading way to much into it.
I don't know.... maybe my trust isn't what it used to be in someone.
I don't really know.
It's funny it really is. How no matter what you probably should more then likely go with how you feel and think the first time in some cases, that's what I should of done. I feel bad I let it go on for as long as it did.
No more though.....no more at all.
